bobbie_newbiemark @bobby_newmark@hackers.town

Believe Something Else; Look at your life; look at this world; at the end of a long day, what does one notable inconsequentiality mean against another? After all, when all's said and done, the details will come out in the wash.

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MUSEUM AND GIFT SHOP!

.... it's still running, right?

what?

time.

one second per second,
innit?

fuck off.

...

no, but you feel that, right?
ticking over.

and then a pause.

yeah, hanging for a cycle, and
then ticking over again. not
running smooth.

yeah.

christ. i've gotta do something.

what?

anything; doesn't matter. go
for a walk.

where?

wherever; anywhere; doesn't
matter.

now?

not like it's getting any later.

yeah.

christ, this fucking sucks.

To those of you who may be wondering whether I am still in a quote unquote "mood" I have this to say:

Yes.

To those of you who may further be wondering whether it is a quote unquote "big mood" I have this additionally to say:

It is about yay big, maybe a li'l smaller than a breadbox.

beep boop

chaotic dumbass

things are tough when you're overwhelmingly shy and also a huge dumbass

...

sometimes

HECK THE PLENUM

*lights the insulation filled cable space on fire*

i gotta fucking get less quiet and shy and meek

and like. fuckin'

start actively introducing myself as "bobbie ( they/them)" ( or maybe "kar ( they/them)" when, like, meeting random people at queer dance nights

'cause as it is i'm like "i didn't manage to audibly tell you my pronouns, OR get yours and now i'm like..... fuck. yer cool. but also i don't actually know your pronouns and feel awkward about asking 'cause i'm overwhelmingly shy??????"

iunno. will, like, correct that next time i see said people if that happens, or maybe before if i get sufficiently.... un-shy. but also, like, this could probably have been avoided by just Being Audible At All ugh.

anyway.

Sewer Level? but i lack jurisdiction!

perfectly normal city

OH NO I'M OUT OF RED BULL!

...

but i'm nooooooooooot out of diet dr pepper! ​

i'm

...

a bit ​

stuffing two hard boiled eggs into your back jeans pocket and praying like hell you remember to take them out before you sit down ( it was fine )

Never Meat Your Heros

Deamon v Saucemichael

should i be asleep? yes

am i asleep? yyyyyyyno

hedgehog time

*flops chest first onto my bed*

ha ha ow

maybe someday i'll have hair! that could be niiiiiiice........ ​

[ editor's note: ha ha not gonna happen. i might someday have a wig or 3, tho, and that's maybe almost as good? and more fleeexible....... ​ ]

i feel asleep

i get real stressed out when people just sorta forget about me, but i get MORE stressed out when they DON'T 🤔

my brain is extremely good at exactly 2 things and those are Anxiety and Anxiety Themed Accessories

lingering feelings of queer inadequacy

"what's in your pants?"

"a knife"

"n-no i meant'

'...... two knives. 🤔"